2005-04-10 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: hiya .. hows it going people?

2005-04-10 [Torchwood]: its going better than usual

2005-04-10 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: oh thats good . may i ask why ?

2005-04-11 [Torchwood]: well i am going out and doing more things, so i dont dwell on stuff thats happened

2005-04-11 [Satyr]: this is so sad, why dont you guys get out, then you might not feel so down, get some fresh air and sunshine, yes everyone feels down at some point but come on, no need to start a fucking webpage on it, depression is a mental illness not a feeling that you just sometimes feel.....fuck...

2005-04-11 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: eh yeah .. i think we know that . some people have the metal part some dont . people come here for help when they are feeling down . its better they talk to someone ok ? . and get it out you know .. instead of going out and hurting them selves or keeping it in .. cu zi know that screws up people .. so and " fresh air and sunshine " dont always work .. and sure everyone feel down at sometime . but maybe not everyone had a place they can talk to people about it . so weither or not you think that wiki is a good idea or not . is up to you . but if you are just gunna put it down then i suggest you see who its helping first ..

2005-04-11 [Satyr]: i understand that, but maybe its because you spend to much time on elftown that makes you feel so down.

2005-04-11 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: eh .. im on maybe an hour in all a day .. i dont think its that .. its me being unstable thats doing it ..

2005-04-12 [Torchwood]: [Satyr] we all know what you mean, but i do get out, i am busy most nights of the week for the main part and that isnt what gets me down, its the way i percive myself. i dont know about anyone else but thats what it is like for me

2005-04-12 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: yeah . that to ..

2005-04-14 [BarleySinger]: Well, for some us of (disabled and mostly house bound) elftown is a positive place to visit despite all the weight of depression, cutting, etc....even disconnected words on a computer screen is better than no people at all in your life. I love my wife and daughter, but people need more of a social life than that. So I come here...."demented and sad, but social" (a quote from "The breakfast Club")

2005-04-15 [SILLY..(BETH)]: hello

2005-04-16 [lost soul 13]: hi

2005-04-20 [beb.elfje♥]: im sad...

2005-04-20 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: mee to

2005-04-20 [lost soul 13]: wow....strange...so am i...

2005-04-21 [Modnoc!]: ehheh.. Same here.. Now then *smiles softly* anyone for tea? *hugs lost, Bang and Super tightly*

2005-04-21 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: hah thank youu! <33

2005-04-22 [lost soul 13]: o.o.....umm....ok....

2005-04-22 [Modnoc!]: *hands everyone a cup of tea and some cookies* Sorry.. Just.. I'm.. abit.. too depressed at the moment... That makes me want to make others happier *hugs*

2005-04-22 [SILLY..(BETH)]: *hugs bak*mmm...cookies...

2005-04-22 [Modnoc!]: lmao..

2005-04-24 [bethbutterfly]: Cookies are fetchin' awesome

2005-04-24 [lost soul 13]: i have a reason to be here actually....my parents found out that i cut....and they are bitchin and cryin....so now i am really depressed...*sigh*...

2005-04-24 [Torchwood]: aw darling, i was forced to tell my parent after i collapsed at school...that was harsh, but believe me it gets easier

2005-04-25 [~ahawtlilmodel~]: Imma Depressed Child

2005-04-26 [Rhoslynn]: hey people, I just got out of the hospital yesterday....overdosed Wednesday....not pretty and now I'm actually trying to get better

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: *hugs rhoslynn tightly*

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: I think you should gett better.. tho it's hard .. but if you need suport you can come here.. that's what we're for:)

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: *agrees* :)

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe u better or i'll delete you from the memberlist *big OOOOOOh!!*:P jk.. *loves being bossy:P*

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: ^^ lmao *hugs widow* Long time no see o.o;

2005-04-26 [Rhoslynn]: yeah, I want to get better now, after seeing all those people in the hospital looking so sad...all the people I hurt, I never want to do that again, plus I don't feel to good anyways :P

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hmm.. donno about that things.. never tryed.. so.. but i bett your rihgt:P and i know.. mesa kinda feels me not really know ppl at this wiki anymore..

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: aww

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: mmm:(=P

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: *hugs you* ^^

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: *hugs back* u know.. i found a way!! im going away! to the end of the world!!!

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: O.O; WHAT?!

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hihi^^ canadia:P

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: oh um O.o;; lol

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: well, it is a good plan, i mean, i got someone i can stay with.. i think, some guy's from et, and it is faaaar faaaaaar away, they speak different and have a differnt culure, i dont know anyone there from before, and i have to save money for a year to afford it.. so i can use that year on thinking about how wonderfull it can become!!

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: why you want to leave where you live though?

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: im tierd of it all, mad, and depressed, so, i need a holiday.. and this one boy, he is cute.. and.. im not inlove with him.. it's just, i think i might be falling in love with him.. and, well, i want to meet him, and my friend is going to meet them this autum, so if they are totaly horrebul, i'll know!! :P

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: O.o;okie

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: YES!!! *glomps* and then, if i change my mind, i got lods of money to spend on something else.. like CANDY!!! 10 000 kr on candy!! ><

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: O.O; you're gonna be so hyper XD LMAO! *hugs you*

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: < well, i am hyper all the time.. right? so.. does that make any difference?

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: nope ^^;

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe^^ exacly^^

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: O.o; wtf? ><; mass tired confusion

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe.. go to bed..

2005-04-26 [Modnoc!]: blah.. I dunno lol

2005-04-26 [Little Red Ridinghood]: goooo tooooooo beeeeeeeeed

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: did >>;;

2005-04-27 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe.. me too:P

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: *smiles through happy tears of joy*

2005-04-27 [Little Red Ridinghood]: why so happy? wannna share this with us you want? *watches from a tree*

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: wheeeeeeeee, I shouldnt really be that happy about it :) But one of my friends is back after 70 >>; and forgives me for being stupid :) He's weird not being depressed :) BUT At least he isnt ^_^

2005-04-27 [Little Red Ridinghood]: back after 70????

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: 70days sorry >< Lmao

2005-04-27 [Little Red Ridinghood]: ooki.. what stupid thing did you doo?

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: told his other girlfriends that he was cheating on them.. He cheated on me with them so I thought they had a right to know... so yeah.. That is called BIG forgiveness

2005-04-27 [~Nyx~]: wow!!! I`m impressed. I could never have done that. You realy are the bigger person... :)

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: hm??.. He is more like :) he forgave me... *sighs happilly*

2005-04-27 [~Nyx~]: why`(did I miss something? didn`t he cheet on you?)

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: yes he cheated on me.. but.. I felt guilty for telling the other girls... so...

2005-04-27 [~Nyx~]: oh, I don`t think that you need to feel guilty. He cheeted on you, and the girls you told were probably happy to know about him. I think that your boyfriend is damn lucky to have you as his girlfriend!!!!

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: ^^; (different guy O.o;;)

2005-04-27 [~Nyx~]: oh... ok ^^

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: O.o; I have had 4 guys in my short space of life ^^l;;

2005-04-27 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe.. :P that's life:P

2005-04-27 [Modnoc!]: yup

2005-05-05 [Yudan333]: That's why I always leave GAPS -_-'....

2005-05-05 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: ohh my ex just told me last night he cheated on me . we went out for 8 months and he broke u p with me like 2 months ago

2005-05-05 [Modnoc!]: whoa... *sits on the window ledge, and sighs*

2005-05-05 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hmm.. i got an idea! why dont you first, hit his family jewels reallt badly, and then give him a pack of "old mans condoms" (tiny tiny condoms^^ to smal to get on a finger^^) and say you feel really sorry for the girl he was cheating you with! that's what i'd do^^

2005-05-05 [~Nyx~]: i sure like that idea! ^^

2005-05-05 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe^^ i knuuuuwe^^

2005-05-05 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: heh .. hes asking for snother chance ugg

2005-05-05 [Little Red Ridinghood]: NO! DONT! GAAAH! DONT BE STUPID!

2005-05-05 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: ahh ! lol .. oh . i dont think i am .. imnot ready for that again .. and i know how it is .. ive been cheated on 3 times .. its just ahh . confusing ..

2005-05-05 [~Nyx~]: If you truly believe that he`ll never cheet on you again, then fine (you know him, I don`t), but if you can`t trust him, don`t waste any time on him, because he certenly doesn`t deserve it!!!!! You deserve someone better than him!!!!

2005-05-05 [Little Red Ridinghood]: amen to that!

2005-05-05 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: lol thanks guys . hopefully ill figure things out soon . i think i already have <33

2005-05-05 [Little Red Ridinghood]: can aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalways count on us;)

2005-05-07 [Sins to Virtues]: Boo.....

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: boo to you too :)... whats wrong?

2005-05-07 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: omg ima go crazy . i might be moving to ohio

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: wha? o.o;

2005-05-07 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: my moms office is closin g. and is moving to ohio ,, so she can either move with it . or get a new job . but its to hard to get a job . so we might move to ohio . and idont want to . i have everything here ..

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: Its hard to move.. but sometimes you can make a fresh start, and if your mum adores that job...

2005-05-07 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: she does .. but i dont want to move . i have movied so many times .. i had 3 different schools in 2 years at one point . i finally got a stable life here .. good friends who i can actually trust . i just recently got a boyfriend whos awesome . and just ahh ..

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: tell her that... make her see

2005-05-07 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: i did .. but shes like " i have to do whatevers best " .. and i dunno . maybe im just being diffecult .

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: nah.. Its your life, and how you feel, And sometimes what's best is the hardest thing of all.

2005-05-07 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: yeah i dont know .. nothing is totally final .. ill know in the next few day s. but i know my mom is really thinking about it ..

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: well then, only time can tell, and you might not be moving at all

2005-05-07 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: yeah .. theres lil chance we wont . but its not looking to good

2005-05-07 [Modnoc!]: think about that when it comes... just live with a big smile till then :).. and have fun with your friends, before you (if you) move.. But there is a likely chance you wont *hugs you*

2005-05-10 [Sins to Virtues]: I live in Ohio, The weather SUCKS BADLY!

2005-05-10 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: ahh dont say that !

2005-05-10 [Sins to Virtues]: oh sry

2005-05-10 [Oh! Its a Riot xx]: lol . oh well i heard you guys have a good hXc scene there

2005-05-11 [Sins to Virtues]: yeah

2005-05-17 [katbates]: This wiki is for depressed people so I thought Id make my mark since I am about as depressed as it gets.

2005-05-17 [Little Red Ridinghood]: well..hello i supose..

2005-05-18 [Modnoc!]: whats wrong Widow??

2005-05-18 [Little Red Ridinghood]: nuthing.. or quite a lot of things:P but not worth telling:P it's just bullshit most of it:)

2005-05-18 [Modnoc!]: sure? *hugs you* :)

2005-05-18 [Little Red Ridinghood]: yup.. it's all geting better now:)

2005-05-19 [Modnoc!]: YAY ^^

2005-05-19 [Little Red Ridinghood]: yupp yupp^^

2005-05-20 [Raiff]: Can i suggest a link? 0_o Depression Awareness

2005-05-20 [Little Red Ridinghood]: sure.. but im to lazt to read it:P had my exam tday><

2005-05-20 [Modnoc!]: how do you think it went? ^^ good?

2005-05-20 [samantha louise!]: hey pplz

2005-05-21 [Little Red Ridinghood]: uhm.. well.. i supose.. it depends on what your compearing with:Pi want a "6" highest grade^^but i might get 5 or 4:(

2005-05-28 [samantha louise!]: am bored

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: aww im sure you'll do well :)

2005-05-28 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hehe.. sure:P

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: :P back at yah :)

2005-05-28 [Little Red Ridinghood]: wheee!! i got my mail back!! wheee!! I LOVE YOU"!!! wheeeeeee!!

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: o.o;;

2005-05-28 [Little Red Ridinghood]: ^^

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: heheh :)

2005-05-28 [what the bleep do we know?]: I don't know why, that when the sun is shining, it still feels dark.

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: aww *hugs you*

2005-05-28 [Little Red Ridinghood]: hmm.. not good..*borows u sunglasses..* better?

2005-05-29 [tears of the mist]: aww :)

2005-05-29 [Little Red Ridinghood]: :P

2005-06-07 [justlikelastime]: hihi

2005-06-10 [Modnoc!]: hey..

2005-06-10 [VorpalBlade910]: anyone know the Italian mafia's colors?

2005-06-10 [~Nyx~]: the what?... O.o

2005-06-11 [Torchwood]: ermmm gee sorry buit i dont...lol why do you want to know?!

2005-06-13 [justlikelastime]: me? no idea

2005-06-23 [Jo!]: i joined yay

2005-06-23 [Torchwood]: YAY!

2005-06-23 [justlikelastime]: YAYAYAYAY!!!

2005-06-23 [Torchwood]: *does the YAY dance*

2005-06-24 [Jo!]: wow yay dance seems kool

2005-06-24 [Torchwood]: oh it is...

2005-06-24 [Jo!]: yes very kool

2005-06-25 [justlikelastime]: how do you do the yay dance?

2005-06-25 [Torchwood]: well...you put your left leg forward and your right arm out  and just let it LOOSE! 

2005-06-25 [Jo!]: yea hang loose

2005-06-25 [Torchwood]: yea man

2005-06-25 [Jo!]: lol i got my lip pierced yay

2005-06-25 [Torchwood]: OMG WOW!

2005-06-25 [justlikelastime]: sounds cool and all but arnt we suppost to be depressed?

2005-06-25 [Torchwood]: ah yes....ok   i am depressed

2005-06-26 [Modnoc!]: not technically.. because you're making people who are depressed happier :) .. so.. I dunno

2005-06-26 [Torchwood]: lol ok i am confused now...i shall just dance in the background *dances*

2005-06-26 [Modnoc!]: lol..

2005-06-26 [Torchwood]: dum de duuuummm

2005-06-26 [justlikelastime]: lalalalala *yawn* sleeeeeeepy

2005-06-26 [Torchwood]: aww y sleepy?

2005-06-26 [justlikelastime]: i dunno. i guess out of bordom thinking about my maths lesson tomorow. eesh yuck

2005-06-26 [Torchwood]: woo maths!  perfect time for a doze....

2005-06-26 [justlikelastime]: yup life is zzzz

2005-07-31 [trinity313]: um hi people

2005-08-01 [Torchwood]: g'day there

2005-08-02 [lost soul 13]: hello.

2005-08-03 [Torchwood]: how is everyone?

2005-08-05 [lost soul 13]: good and you?

2005-08-06 [justlikelastime]: hi. im angryful because the thing that was suppost to make me angryful worked

2005-08-07 [lost soul 13]: huh? what was it?

2005-08-07 [justlikelastime]: oh its also pretty funny http://elftown.eu/~Zem. its complicated to explain why it annoys me

2005-08-07 [lost soul 13]: ooh ok. well anything can annoy you it doesn't have to really have a reason.

2005-08-08 [justlikelastime]: spose

2005-08-23 [trinity313]: yep

2005-08-23 [Modnoc!]: *hugs her knees*

2005-08-24 [~Nyx~]: I`ve got no reason to be depressed, that`s why I`m so depressed.... :(

2005-08-24 [Modnoc!]: *tilts her head* ?

2005-08-24 [~Nyx~]: it makes no sence I know, but I can`t help it. I`m feeling down and then I feel worse because I have no reason to feel blue.

2005-08-24 [Modnoc!]: *hugs Nyx*

2005-08-24 [~Nyx~]: aaw. thank you *hugs back* I feel better already :P

2005-08-24 [Modnoc!]: aww//

2005-08-24 [~Nyx~]: yup. I`m suffering from a type of depression only spoiled, lazy kids can get. (I don`t think I`m realy spoiled)....

2005-08-24 [Modnoc!]: hm?

2005-08-24 [~Nyx~]: My life is to good. I can`t be depressed...but still I am.

2005-08-24 [Modnoc!]: ...*hugs* well.. we all get depressed at times

2005-08-24 [trinity313]: yep and some more than others

2005-08-25 [Modnoc!]: *nods gently in agreement*

2005-08-25 [~Nyx~]: I guess :)

2005-08-25 [trinity313]: yep

2005-08-26 [~Nyx~]: good news. I`m not depressed anymore :) yay *big grin*

2005-08-26 [trinity313]: cool thats 'so' great

2005-08-27 [Modnoc!]: *smiles gently, wincing* Wayhey! awesome news

2005-08-27 [trinity313]: yep

2005-08-27 [~Nyx~]: Lets hope my mood sats that way for a while. Thanks you guys :)

2005-08-28 [trinity313]: anytime

2005-08-28 [Modnoc!]: o.o what did we do again?

2005-08-28 [trinity313]: i dont know

2005-08-29 [Modnoc!]: Lmfaio

2005-08-29 [~Nyx~]: you made me feel better :)

2005-08-29 [Modnoc!]: o.o; really???

2005-08-29 [trinity313]: really

2005-08-29 [trinity313]: u got happy from a person on the inernet